A decision is upon you, but what do you choose? That is the dilemma. You feel you must close off your heart in order to choose rationally, but then you just feel totally confused.
The Two of Feathers, aka Two of Swords urges you to not take this so seriously. This is not as important as you think. So relax!
The more you think about this and try to solve the problem with your mind, the more confused you will be. You may not be able to solve this one with thinking, so try not thinking about it and see what happens.
Often, a solution will present itself with just a little time and a whole lot less thinking!